Feeling Blank (Not Fill in the blank...)

Have u ever heard anybody saying he is feeling blank today? I have never heard anybody saying that he is feeling blank.....but I have felt how it feels to feel blank...Feeling blank...Exactly it is something like taking away all the current issues out of your mind and then just sitting feeling no need/urge to do anything. This feeling made me realize that always our mind is filled with one or the other task or affair and these tasks either make u feel excited or opposite depending on the type of affair in your mind.As these affairs are always in our mind,we rarely realize how it feels without them.But sometimes it happens and how it happens is sought of mathematics.If we broadly classify how we feel with affairs,we can say that either we feel positive/excited or negative/dull. When we feel positive because of some incident just happened or about to happen and suddenly their is a addition of something negative may be in the form of another person or incident and the result is zero...u suddenly feel blank.In this feeling of blankness, we also feel the futileness of the positive feeling u were enjoying.Exactly same thing happens when u feel very low on account of some sad incidents and some positive addition takes place and from negative u come to zero.U simply feel blank.

Feeling blank feels good or bad? It feels neither..and the truth is that I want to feel...More important than what i want to feel is the fact that i simply want to feel.Is it so?Just now it seems so.It is only after the fact that i want to feel comes that i want to feel good.